A woman's heart is kind, ferocious, loving, forgiving, hateful, protective..all at the same time. 

kya kahu main

Aur phir ek aur dard hai, yeh dard kyun nahi jaata. 

Woh bewafai kyun mehsoos hoti hai agar main sab bhool chuki hun aur zindagi me aage bad rahi hun? 

Phir kyun yeh beecheni aur yeh dard ubharta hai?

Kyun woh mujhse baat karne ki koshish karta hai?

Kyun main woh pal aur use juda har sach, har sapna, har gham, har khushi, har mode bhula na pati hun? 

Kyun joh raste pe nahi chalna chahti, phir ussi raste pe khud ko pati hun? 

Kyun har sapna aab pheka sa lagta hai?

Kyun apne aap ko bhula chuki ko un yadoon ko bhulate bhulate?

Rabba mere, mujhe khone na dena, mujhe khone na dena...
iss samundar ki ret si zindagi me, lehro ko mujhe bahane na dena...mujhe bahane na dena...

Neutrality

Great news as well as bad news reached me today. Technically, the bad news is not related to me but yet, I feel bad. The good and great news are that one of my good friends,NS, has got engaged (already?). We got a new addition to our family, my uncle was blessed with a baby son. Mom is really happy because it is a son.
I am on an autopilot mode, I dont know how should I be reacting (ofcourse should be happy, duh!!)
What world are we in, when we say the show must go on. In a family, someone has died and sorrowness is prevailing whereas in the other part of the world, someone has come to the world and everyone is so full of glee. Cant things go to a standstill just for a micro second to honour the ones that have passed away? But I guess we cannot afford that, otherwise most of the time we will be in the frozen mode.

Do I technically measure the happiness and sadness, and subtract happiness from sadness and whatever I get is what I should feel? I dont know....