Dear Self,

Love cannot be contained. It cannot be held back too long. Similarly, it cannot be possessed and controlled.

Trying to give up the yearning of controlling it, almost as if owning it.

The best test is when its set free...

achi khaasi befkuf ban gayi...

There are days when I wonder whether I made the right decision, for now, deeply hurt.

I had truly believed it was worth it, saw something I havent seen since quite sometime, but different worlds, different ideologies, different outlook towards life...

Someday will know.

Want to thank God for being kind and giving me what I have been wanting since years. It came out of the blue, least expected, just walked right in.
I know that the times that are going to follow now will be hard, but this is what I have always wanted and shall work towards it. Thanks again God for listening to my prayers and wishes. 

A woman's heart is kind, ferocious, loving, forgiving, hateful, protective..all at the same time. 

Someday, somewhere, it will all make sense...someday, it ll be how I always wanted it to be. Some day, I ll get what I know I deserve.

Until then, live it the way I always have. 

This Navratri felt different..danced like I didnt care..spun, fugdi, showed steps, popat..the list is endless

Found something that I didnt know was there...weird but peaceful and serene. 

Life has moved forward so much that I forgot to thank, to appreciate your importance and your absence.

Happy birthday Masadji. You are deeply missed, now and always. Whatever I am today has a lot to do with you and Masi. Thank you for giving us so much and making it so much easier for us.

I am sure you are happy wherever you are, be with us and show us the way. Promise to be with kids more often.

What world am I lost in, I have no idea. Need to snap out of it. 

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To all those women out there...ask, dont be afraid! 

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails 


- A walk to remember



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rok sakti toh zaroor rok deti

Feeling blessed and loved and good. Thankful of my parents, sister, close knit of friends for being there for me, this year was tough, but has made me strong.

One of those times when I have nothing to write, nothing to say to myself.

Jis rah pe chalne lagi hu, wada kiya tha khudse ki nahi chalungi.
Phir bhi chal padi hu
na jaane kyun

Waqt kam hai kyunki main khudko bas itni hi der samet sakti hun

Khuda itna toh behram nai ho sakta.

weird to see how people react, how for them, its their own way the right way.

Wondering how many times I have done that too.

Note to self - the world does not revolve around you

scared. uneasy. emotionally frozen. 

Fall leaves

As I drive, I see these fall leaves, changing colours to the beautiful yellows and reds. So pretty and so pure.

Nature is charismatic, almost romantic. I could just keep on driving down this road.

Nature has its own way of reaching out to us, to tell us, nothing is constant, change is inevitable.

And soon, these leaves would wither away when the cotton balls of snow falls.
Feel it, love it, savour it until it lasts. 

New day of the week, first day of the month..
starting afresh, hoping to keep going, to stay afloat.
Going to keep myself super busy, a lot of gyming ahead.