At times of your adversity and a nasty fall into a hole, you will realize who is going to be there for you stretching that hand towards you and even willing to listen you complain and cry.

I am thankful for a supportive lot of friends, family and colleagues. 

As the days go by, it gets better. With the support of family, friends and colleagues, the wound gets partially healed. 

First taste of being unsuccessful

Some people in life get everything easily but some people have to work harder, hit a few road blocks to get things in life.

It sucks to be latter.

So much time, so much effort and yet unsuccessful. Atleast, I can say that I have tasted failure in life. But that does not mean that I will give up. Because thats not even an option.

It is a bitter feeling, a pinch to the heart because I know I wasnt any less deserving. And any number of condolences are not going to make it any better. For someone who has never failed a single course, gotten great grades, this is a new phase and an unfamiliar ground.

I have broken expectations of family and colleagues and I dont know if I will ever be able to meet their eyes like before, if I would ever be able to hold my head up high.

I know that I can clear it next time and I will, the next time, but it sucks that I didnt make it this year.  I will beat this beast in the next round.