Madly in love

I still dream of madly falling in love...

For now, I am madly in love with this song from Mohabatein.....Humko humi se churalo..

An honest confession...
As a kid, I dreamed of a prince charming who would walk into my life, turn it upside down  and then we would live happily ever after...

Where are you?

As I lose my temper while being cut by a reckless driver or at work where I am overqualified for the job, I ponder...


Compassion, humility, peace of mind, patience...where do I find you guys?

The walk..

And it was just amazing to find you after getting lost in the normal routines of life and finding myself in your eyes...

Thanks bud!

Forgiving - 8 steps to let it go!

On the tracks of forgiveness...

Step 1 : Add him back...

Step 2 : Talk to him...

Step 3 : Take out the frustration, the disappointment, the mistrust at the source........

Step 4: Realize that we all are humans and make mistakes...

Step 5 : Become acquaintances..

Step 6 : Check the level of bitterness

Step 7 : Seek the path of forgiveness (Refer step 3 and 4)

Step 8 : Forgive and forget and move on...

For now....Step 1 - Check.

Dont know how long will it take to complete all the steps, but I am on the right path...coz as someone has said..

Forgiveness is not something we do for other people, we do it for ourselves - to GET WELL and MOVE ON 

Trust in thee...

Beginning of ...

When the stars stop twinkling and the moon is no more....its not the beginning of darkness and gloom....but its time for the sun to rise......

The jog

Its the perfect time to stand for the soul...to let the healing happen with one's own medicine...whats the healing for I dont know...but its time to amend things..


Couple of things in my mind ....dance...swimming....roller blading........rock climbing...learning an instrument to play....getting a puppy....

for now its just jogging and meditating....

Two years later....

His apology still brings tears to my eyes...

I have nothing to give you,  not even friendship.
My doors shall be closed.

How do I forgive.....

Forgetting is easy, forgiving hard...

How do I engulf the lifetime and the memories that were to be created and go away?

How do I hold on and not let go?

How do I jeopardize someone else's life?

How do I make someone give up an opportunity?

How do I wake up to find myself somewhere else?

How do I close my eyes not in my bed?

Give me the strength to make the right decision.

Sometimes theres a feeling that something is missing...

amidst best of friends, supporting parents and love, something is missing....

Its hard to start a new chapter
its difficult to take that new route and turn on the road..
its a mission to take that next step on the walk of life.....

feel like i can never trust again, cannot have new beginnings because i was broken, i was bent...

BUT its not right....life gives second chances and they should be grabbed....

I trust in Thee.