Many a times, when so many things go wrong, one just tries to be cautious and careful. Just as people know there are thorns in the rose, no matter what colour the rose is, people are always careful of the thorns when they take a rose in their hands. In a similar fashion, I have met so many odds and evens that it is hard to trust someone right away. When I felt like I wanted to talk to someone yesterday, Chints n JH were online, the two people I love to talk to the most these days. But both of them had some work, then why come online? I remembered a guy's habit he told me about. He would come online and if a person he doesnt want to talk to messages him, he just says he is busy. I hope that is not the case with me

And the following day, I end up chatting with Char for more than 4 hours and he feels we are close friends but I am not willing to get close to him simply because I am tired of trusting people.

But they say, people do not forget walking because they fall so often. And so, I shouldnt stop trusting and live each moment happily, although it is so easy to write and think about it but so hard to exercise at a living moment.