Special Moment

When the distance becomes so much that by looking at them, you dont recognize who they are anymore. Time passes by so fast...


When the distance being so much seems like nothing, and time elapsed seems nothing and you start where you left....thats a special moment..

some stories are never meant to begin, while some never end.

Why is life so weird?

Right when I thought of someone to be not worth it, they proved me wrong and showed me so much love. And I realized some folks are like guiding stars, who watch you from far and care in their own way.

And then someone, after all these years, coming back to say that they miss me...after all those times, the ego, the clash, they come back..

When I sweat so much for something in life, and I put it in jeopardy for someone who isnt even worth it..


Life is weird indeed...but what can I say...it goes on

When you are broken from inside, but strong from outside...

you dont have a choice...life goes on, work needs to be done. They dont care you are going through hell, need the report first thing tomorrow.

That last ray of hope, that one person, that used to make you smile in your shitty times...

Times change and so do people, I always say that here.  No one gives a damn about you besides your family.

Have that last brick of hope in me, which I wont let it break and that I will get through this.

While volunteering today at a tax clinic for seniors , a man in his 70s said he was ready to die and doesnt know why he is still alive..

I asked him - does he have children?
Yes, he said
What about grandkids?
Yes, he said
There u go, live for them.

Then I told him I havent seen my grandmothrr since 3 yrars. I told him not to say such things.

I was teary.. my eyes had swelled.

Miss u nani so much. Love u and hope to see you soon.

When you see them so happy for something new, someone afresh.

Their new excitement that they had for you..

And then you realize, damn, you were their toy too and now you are their replaced toy.