Some people in life get everything easily but some people have to work harder, hit a few road blocks to get things in life.
It sucks to be latter.
So much time, so much effort and yet unsuccessful. Atleast, I can say that I have tasted failure in life. But that does not mean that I will give up. Because thats not even an option.
It is a bitter feeling, a pinch to the heart because I know I wasnt any less deserving. And any number of condolences are not going to make it any better. For someone who has never failed a single course, gotten great grades, this is a new phase and an unfamiliar ground.
I have broken expectations of family and colleagues and I dont know if I will ever be able to meet their eyes like before, if I would ever be able to hold my head up high.
I know that I can clear it next time and I will, the next time, but it sucks that I didnt make it this year. I will beat this beast in the next round.
It sucks to be latter.
So much time, so much effort and yet unsuccessful. Atleast, I can say that I have tasted failure in life. But that does not mean that I will give up. Because thats not even an option.
It is a bitter feeling, a pinch to the heart because I know I wasnt any less deserving. And any number of condolences are not going to make it any better. For someone who has never failed a single course, gotten great grades, this is a new phase and an unfamiliar ground.
I have broken expectations of family and colleagues and I dont know if I will ever be able to meet their eyes like before, if I would ever be able to hold my head up high.
I know that I can clear it next time and I will, the next time, but it sucks that I didnt make it this year. I will beat this beast in the next round.
2 comments:
I love what someone said, "where there is a will, there is a way" and the song "Pankho ko hawa zara si lagne do~ Rocket Singh"
Rightly said :)
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