Thursday, December 11, 2008

Let it snow...

It seems real now, it seems that I can touch that dream...I dont want it to break...Dad was actually seriously talking about me visiting, the expenses, car insurance I have here....
I shall handle this dream with great care for if broken, it might shatter like a glass...I have not wished and wanted for something so bad, Oh Lord, please dont conspire against me this time, I want to get away from this place and be somewhere where I am more myself and where I know I truly belong, Bombay meri jaan....

On the flip side, am I really protective about my friends? Maybe, I am. The way I behave when I am around SD, maybe its true. I just care for my friends, maybe too much, that sometimes they find it choking and invasion of personal space. Need to back off and let them control their lives and I need to focus on mine. I have few things for once I am excited about; hockey, maybe dance and trying for Palship......
Ah, let it snow, let it snow....