Is it that something is wrong with me?..I have been forced to think that now..never seemed to fit in...that too in a crowd of 10-12 people?...starting right from hockey team and the first betrayal I received. Maybe that shook my foundation to first give and do things for people. In school, I was around good people and yet I felt like an odd one. In college too, I felt lost. Is it just me? and again, I find myself facing similar scenario and its harder this time coz i dont have hard core friends standing behind me to support me. I guess, God wants me to be my own friend, but its difficult and its ........ ha, for someone how easy it would be to laugh that a girl 18 years old is facing a problem of wat> friendz>?...
but the time shall change as it always has......i have never been this lonely ever in my life. i wonder how Dol manages to stay tight with friends and yet maintain a distance, how she cannot trust anyone and yet hang around is beyond my understanding as if its too superficial without any emotions...
